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2008-12-09T01:34:00.000-08:00

2008-12-09T01:30:00.001-08:00

This is Xolni Mhlonishwa with friends at a grand YMCA poetry finale

Ngakubona Ngakubeletha

2008-05-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

Lolu thando
Ungitshele ukuthi uyang’thanda
Kodwa uyazi ngingum’thaka
Wang’tshela nokuthi uyithatha
Amthemba ami asethukile Ngawe.
Nami angisazizwa kahle
Ang’saqondi kwanzakalani

Ngithe ngibheka
Bese ngisemathandweni
Usungifake ntshi ngavela ngekhanda
Mina ngiyayisaba lento
Obaba bashiya amakhaya
Omama balndel’ obaba
Obaba Bashiya nemizi
Baya kohlal’ emikhukhwini
Hhey ayikho lento
Washo uM’Cele
Kwayakhe imibhalo
Wathi ayikho lento

Lolu thando
Lolu thando
Lenkanuko inhle imna……
Hawu Ngakhumbula
Lolu thando akusilo uthando
Loluthando luyinkanuko
Ushiywe uJoe ngezizathu ezithile
Uyabuya uzothi kye umithile
Uytabona uzitshela ukuthi ulay’thile
Wam’bhekisela phansi esenesineke
Nawe ubesemathandweni okokuqala
Kuwe bekuw’ N2 ungenasikhathi sokudlala
Wamphula inhliziyo wafisa ukukhala
Impintshi zakhe umazihamba uyasala
Bethembele kuwe okohlanya
Thina zimpintshi zakhe singomzala
Akukho zinyane lengwenya
Ladliwa yimvubu maqede kucwebe isiziba.
Sohlangan’eskhaleni kwaNtombela
Koqhuma anhlavana ezinye zofekela
Ang’zwani nonondindwa ozos’phatha

Lolu thando
Lolu thando
Llu thando belunjengoju lwezinyosi
Manje lunjengenhlaba
Lunjenge mvunge yezinyosi
Manje lunjengokuqhuma
Kwesibhamu ezindlebeni zam’
Lunjengokuhlabelela kwazinyoni
Manje lunjengokuduma kweZulu
Lunjengokuhaya kwezimbongi zothando
Manje linjengokuhhema
Kwezidakwa zotshwala
Lolu thando
Lolu thando belunjengamkha ekhethelo
Kundiza izinyo namavemvane ayimibalabala
Manje luxosha impukane kusale izibungu
Lunjengothingo lwenkosazana emvakwezimvula
Manje linjengokuqala kuka zamcolo
Lolu thando
Lolu thando kukhaliwe ngalo
Bachiphiza izinyembezi Zenjabulo
Nami ngenza.
Batshekedulisa okwamathole
Balilizela njengokungena komthimba
Mina Ngafunda kwezami, okungapheli kuyahlola
Ngabe sengidlulile Ku N2
Angabe ngisabhekwa
Nami angabe ngisabheka emuva
Izintaba azihlangani
Abantu bayahlangana
Abake abonana baphinde babonane
Thando injabulo yakho eyesikhashana
Nxa unenkanuko
Ngakubona Ngakubeletha

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2008-05-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

Part of me wonders
Part of me regrets
Part of me accept
Part of me likes
But part of me arrest me, torture me
Scratch me, murder me.
Part of me is restless
Part of me bleeds
Part of me wants to lie dawn and die
If only I …… If only I
I only I could take
A step back and be,
If I could take
a step back to smile
A step back to shine
A step back to Kiss
And make up, amend
The broken I destroyed,
Shut Thunder between lightning
Shut storms between black clouds
If only I could wipe those tears
In your face I gave you and
Give Eternity of smile.
If only I could wipe those
Swollen wounds in your face
I gave and give you the face a child
If only I could give things
That I do not own to those
Who own the,
If I could swallow all the wrong I did
And bring to you the perfect image of my being
You should know that I love you a lot

Love

2008-05-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today is anotherday
Day where lonely tunes are vicinity
Nearness of every thought
Every emotion
All that tears me apart

Still I stand and wakeup for the better
I stand still and tall
Emotionally, I’m strong
Wisely, I’m brave
I live on my own
Visionary, I’m the victor
One who wins is brave
Wise and Fit to face the tomorrow

Let me tell love
I tell, Because
I’m from and been there
I went through all the roughs, curves and escapement.
Love is kind, love heal
Love makes you better
Love is hope
Love supports emotionally
Love feels like nothing better
When you’re in love
It is your everything

When love hurt you the most
You curse, you swear,
You never been there, you wish
When you loose it,
You’ve lost the whole world,
When it walks away, you cry all tears
Wish you could die
When it betrays you
You dig the grave, wish to hid
When it swear to you
Wish you were deaf

And never been able to listen
When it break your heart
Wish you had a heart of stone
Never feel any pain or be broken
When it leaves you
Wish you could also leave
Why can’t I,
Why can’t you,
Why can’t we.
We are infected by fear
Our minds re still lost
One day at a time

Never stop yourself
Build no big walls in front,
Clear your way, walk in the light
Victors conquer the battle of life
Stand tall for the better
Face the world with pride
Fear no-one but god
Be the one who stand for ones self
Be the one who is positive
Believe in ones self
Winning will begin
In the day I say I can

I just felt in love

2008-04-26T02:48:00.000-07:00

I just passed you
I felt so not comfortable
I heard my heart
Beat wonderfully with
Bit of a fright
It feels like merry-go-round,
It like I’m so scared
It like my inside world
Is shaking and moving
Shifting and sliding
Harmoniously and lovely

As I just passed you
I happen to see your eyes
They are innocent and bold
They are beautiful in their colour
As I just passed you
I saw your eyes
I couldn’t look at them
They shone and
You got me butterflies
I almost crippled my ankle and fall
The feeling is constative
The feeling is constant when
I see or think of you

I just felt in love
I fall in love when you……
When I ….. when you…
When I look at you
And you look back
I fall more in love
When I smile at you
And you smile back
I fall more in love
When you and me
Say nothing but
We smile like
Something is said
I fall more in love
Because when
I’m with you
You’re the only
Person who survive
And the rest of the world
Jut melt in my eyes
But you always there
I’m in love because
I aren’t got timetable or rather
Schedule to think of you
The feeling is omnipresent
Constantly happening
My world never felt so fine
Like the moment I’m with you
I’m devoted and
I just felt so genuinely
In love with you

Missing you like crazy

2008-04-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes at night,

when I lay down to sleep,

I embrace myself,

I start to think...

Then I imagine

That you lie beside me...

Hugs and kissesall over my body.

I wish youCould really be here,

Just to whisper,

"I love you," in my ear.

I would turn around and say,

"I love you, too.

"But will it ever be true?

So I turn around

And I wonder some more,

Still wanting your embrace,

So I close my eyes and picture your face...

I fall asleep dreaming of you.

In my dream it seems so true.

It's as if I can really feel

Your kisses against my lips...

Then my eyes pop open

And you're nowhere to be seen,

And I feel so lonely

Once AGAIN!

Impi Yabomdabu isethunjini

2008-04-11T01:19:00.000-07:00

It breaks my heart to stand here,
Here, I ask my self why it breaks my heart.
It breaks my heart to think of you and you think of me.
Me I wonder why sad faces are like mine.
I can feel the feeling,
It a feeling that dwelled within for ages.
When it comes, you cry.
You cry out loud like calf in the jungle,
You scream like a woman giving a new life
You shrink like first
You wish to neither kick nor hit
No wonder you do all this
It differs like five fingers at the single hand.
It a struggle neither you nor me can defeat.

I just curved not many streets
Around them there is an essence struggling for survival
Whom we pass every day in rains and sunny days
In cold or hot days; in murky or blizzard days;
Whom they live for the instant, they’ve elapsed dreams
Whom they live haphazardly, they’ve forgotten the visualization
Their minds are full of hopes and determined thought
You just gave them 20c as a substitute of you hand
You multiply their generations; you not giving one a home
Let me tell you sentiment
It like swallowing a knitting needle,
Now you feel it passing through you veins,
It has compressed their bones
It is pissing their muscles,
Their souls are of no optimism
Hurry doctor give the operation, it is one bit away
We are all guilty for their souls.
It a struggle neither you nor me can defeat.

My words are strait to richest
My fingers are between you eyes
Anger has filled my face
How dare you left them behind
Your weapon is wealth, your enemy is poorer
Prostitute is you promotion
You do no perfection
No wonder we have perceptions
This life struggle will never end.

Seng’phumile ngamemeza
Sengiwuhlabile nomkhosi
Sengibezwile benanela emajukujukwini ezinkalo
Kwaze kwayophumela kweselembe isigodi
Abuthana amabutho nezomboko zawo.
Kwaze kwananela nomama ngaphansi kwezabo izidwa,
Ngazibona nentombi zishikila ngaphansi kweyazo imindindi
Uzulu usengene, nothuvi uselunyathele.
Sekudlule nasemansumpeni imbala.
Ngithe nginganakile ngambona noshweshwe nezakhe,
Ngabheka enzansi ngababona abakoxhosa,
Nampa nabasendiya nezabo izibiliboco
Yibo laba abakondlebe zikhanyilanga, bangabelumbi ngokulumba
Amakhosi akithi ohlange.
Sebelile kwaphela isilokozane, basihkumula esezinyembezi sahlala ezaleni,
Bazibutha sebehlakazekile, Abakholwayo bathi u Jesu uzobuya.
Mhlampe nokaSenzangakhona angase abuye.

Satheleka njengo zamcolo, wath’umalume ngiwuzwa ngendaba njengomshado kanyoko.
Izidwaba zisezinkalweni, sivivile sikhumbulu’Nodumehlezi kaMenzi.
Thina singabokudabuka asizenzi.
Solilwela leli ngokungaphezi.
Mabutho akithi yehlisani umoya.
Lempi ngeyezifundiswa nezifundiswakazi.
Yafika nabamhlophe nempucuzekwana yabo.
Sekudliwa awengqondo kuphunywe nesixazululo. Bambanani nina baka Jehova.
Lililizwe lobuthwa ngani. Nathi soybambi shisa,
Nosikhumbula nathi abamathemba ethu awukufa.
Ukuwa kweqhawe ukuvuka kwelinye.
Impi yomdabu isethunjini
I call it a life struggle.

Teenage Dad Generate frustrated Teenagers

2008-03-27T12:37:00.000-07:00

You brought me in this world
There was no request for that
You turned your back to your responsibilities
My naighbours have said that
You mustn't give up on parenting me

Teenage dad! You generate frustrated teenagers
I've been raised without a director
I'm a car without a driver
I grew like a tree without a gardner and
I thought, who would take care of me

Your were the monster among others
You're a sinner among others
I know what I know
What I realy know now is
what i'll stick on
You're a liar, a mislider

Teenage dad generate frustrated teenagers
If you honoured yourself
If you respected your instinct
It wouldn't hurt to me today

Abazali bami bafa bethwele izigqoko
Dad you desrve a praise of sinners
I'm no longer going to think of you
I' m no longer going to bother myself about you
Your presence give detestation
Once and forever

I surender to God
Today now and tomorrow is forever
Since you!!! Teenage dad
Generate frustrated Teenagers

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2008-03-26T13:14:00.001-07:00

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2008-03-26T13:12:00.001-07:00

Find Something to Agree With

2008-03-26T12:23:00.000-07:00

I bow dawn my head
I feel the awn itching like pain
I feel the heart itching like pain
I hear tic-toc tickling like pain
Time is short and slow like pain
How can I skip these days
Why can't I die coz
My pride took all my tears

Find something to agree with
Tall walking
Pleasure vision
birds singing
happiness Tears
Charismatic Face
I'm gonna speak'out loud
Lough out loud, think out loud
and smile with joy
what will you say?
Will you find something to agree with?
How can I skip these days
Why can't I die coz
Pride took all my tears

Find something to agree with
These birds both
Both they stay
both spread wings and flew
Both together they stay
Both in the new world
Both up high in the sky
Both match, together both in green valleys
Together both between springs and water falls
Both their eyes glimpse the world
Everything melts and disappear
Those starring and glimpse got my attention
What will you say?
Will you find something to agree with?
Will you see they are filled with love and joy?
How can i skip these days?
Why can't die coz
My pride took all my tears.

Find something to agree with
those starring and glimpse got my attention
One bird flew
One is smelling the armpit
One is moving on with months
The world come back
all alone in big world
No more joy but pain
No more happiness but tears
No more pairs but singles
No more forever but now
No more tomorrow but today
No more no more no more no more
No more we no more us but I
What will you say?
Will you find something to agree with?
Will you see that no more love no more joy?
How can I skip these days
Why can't I die coz
My pride took all my tears

Find something to agree with
What left is me
What left is life
I thought i lost inspiration
I thought I lost motivation
What I see is an inspiration
Perspiration and reputation
Perfection of good intention
Sensation of world's most quietness
A inspired B, B by A
All in pairs
All day long is adventurous
Inspirationaly, it is
What will you say?
Will you find something to agree with?
Will you see that I'm originally inspired
By the world's incredibility and surroundings
I can't even skip these days
There is more to life than uncertainty
Life is an adventure

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2008-03-26T11:59:00.001-07:00

Deep Dawn

2008-03-26T11:57:00.000-07:00

look deep dawn my heart

Look deep dawn my soul

Time wait not

Let me climb and reach your heart

Let my soul be the wall of peace

Time wait not

Look I loose senses

Love have invaded my world

I'm colonized by love

I let my heart let no loose

Time wait not

I still dream and recall

I still miss and remember

You are a star in the dark sky

You brighten my darkest world

You remind my lost thought

Love have invaded my world

I have gone crazy

I have gone mad

Life send surprises

I recall my greatest surprise

the day you fallen for me

time wait not

love have invaded my world

I have gone crazy

I have gone mad

I like our secrete secrete space

Shhhhhh don't tell

Your smile says it all

You are so wonderful !!!

2008-03-25T10:59:00.000-07:00

Towards my appearance you have lived more than thousands of years

You are the source of everything .
The animal, the gold, or silver...

You are capable of doing the miracles over the silent foot steps.

Through actions or deeds the miracles are being done by you.

But today you have astonished me by showing the thing I could never imagine.

How wonderful you are for showing us with such an unbelievable beautifulness

The spirit comes to you

Hear are the two roses which were rooted to you.

They are both having adequately green leaves.

One of these flowers is red and looking soft and so glittering.

It is looking so guttering as if there is somebody who always seals it with oil.

I am looking at this flower very closely through the rays of sunrays
I do not care even with the prevailing eye complaint

Looking very close to this flower I discovered that this flower is even the most extraordinary one:
Eventually I concluded that this flower has got a certain undiscovered chemical:

Because this redness has a certain pattern of a contrast through the color of a flower itself .

This rose has got the furs arranged in the veins.

The main vein is more conspicuous in redness
The sub veins are less conspicuous in redness.

How wonderful you are soil for showing me such an emotional stimulating beautifulness

I do see the same thing in pink flower too.

If I extol this poem there is a giggling across the river as a waterfall fountain in summer.

They do not know why am I holding –YOU up under the aid of glasses.

They do not realize secrete of the earth, yes, of the soil.

As they are busy chopping the woods, loading the Lorries and earning –the money
But there is no one who will come back and thank you POORED SOIL.
But I myself will thank you today
I thank you with one rand and a fifty cent, hear is two shillings.
I encourage you arable soil

To sing this song of the beauty and intelligence

The beauty that you have shown through the flowers rooted to you yet you are so taken for granted.

They say world has an enormous appetite:

Because you have buried their relatives:

But I say that is excellent job to hide person’s corps before it is exposed to the flies

They use to say world is thorny :

Because it has some stones and troubles

But I say that is their previous misuse of you which because you to be like so
They use to say the world does not listen
But I say you are an excellent listener:

Because no one did ever plant the maize and earn the harvest of a different seed
No! That did never happened
That happened in the past and ended there
As Khan killed Abel
Even there you were respecting the instructions of god

Even these flowers can bare the serious witness yet they do not speak:

The seeds of the red flower belong to the red tree and the seeds of the pink flower belong to the pink tree

I do not know, but when I look at this flower

I can tell you that it arouse the circumspection with it beautifulness
I am going inside with it stem and think about its parenchyma tissues in those roots

Those roots which sucks those waters of this SOIL

Maybe this is there way people have no cure about the HIV and AIDS :

We have tend to ignore to give the sacrifices to God:

To thank the God with this love of this soil The love of these soil where all sources of cures comes from

Do you remember on January 22 to January 23 impi yasesandlwane

There has been skirmish battles through this soil Soil you are the most richest among the richest

You are responsible for globalization
You were responsible for the Nelson Mandela’s Arrest

Soil you are the roots of all humorous and conspicuity
My message to you is:

Please trick your nation from being terminated by HIV and AIDS

Because today you have revealed your secret
I have seen your secrete because of this roses

I will sacrifice thy gifts each and every year

This is the only way to praise your eccentric mystery

In return you will tell me while I am studying about the cure for the HIV and AIDS

There is too much more the world missed through not loving THE SOIL

Please keep on loving this soil because everything begins and with it